Disposable Hums

1

Whenever you leave me alone and go away

I hear the same ancient gong beyond the bamboo groves.

A pensive whistle in the crickets’ neighborhood.

I dare not to keep myself with me.

I have least faith on me.

It would ever better to fall in love with a thief or a dacoit.

2

Words are incredible. Sometimes you try to get rid of the crowded words. Since you are fine with a particular word why do you need so many flamboyant words around. And the very next moment you are restlessly searching for a particular word, the word that is missing, or may be a word that have not been invented ever yet. Dear, you are just a name, a word, pardon me... I am very much ambivalent just like any other word invented on earth... 

3

On my roof no sun comes, only the clouds gossip across the year.

My staircases do not lead me to up, only i can go down like a one way escalator.

My cloths, buckets and all the belongings just get heavier day by day.

I cannot embrace them anymore, neither can I throw them up.

I have a similar habit with Moushumi Bhowmik: kicchu phelti paari na...